Poetry
Intertwined
With you
Every inching moment I spent
Lives like a retreat in my mind
With you
I found eternal pleasure complete
Yet sadly our thoughts feverish
Act in ways of deceit
As time stands still
Clenching it tightly
With each breath of life
Lives an air of eternity
As moments of memory
Haunt and tease
With each passing pace
Aches a cry to please
For a love there always was
For my love should never be
As spirit sinks low
Belittled to stone
Search myself and find
Lives a ghost no one knows
For a love that's lost
Scattered
Forlorn
Wandering aimless
Battered
Unborn
As beckoning begins stirring
This failure of mine
With icy stacks a stowing
Thrives this beast unkind
Tender Moments
All the precious times lost inside your gaze
I can picture them all so clearly in a haze
As I breathe in the magical glimpses
My soul lightens up ,
Remembering the images my eyes witness
I am flowing utterly for this instance
Peaceful are the feelings when you smile
Everlasting is my love as I take in the bliss
My existence is complete with our union
And living becomes an easier conclusion
Forevermore the motions of sun and moon
Continuing to fill our days to which we swoon
My Word For You Is
Perfection
My love for you is eternal
My care for you is surreal
My passion for you is immense
My heart for you is throbbing intense
My feelings for you are unstoppable
My mind for you is concrete
My body for you is pleasure
My spirit for you is filling forever
My thirst for you is unquenchable
My happiness for you is incomparable
My lust for you is boiling hot
My infinity for you will never stop
American Dream
Americans love their money
Disgusting is our systems of lives so unlucky
Search yourself and ask where it all goes
Celebrities, Sports, Corporations, Monopolies
Sickening where the cash actually flows
Supposedly our country is the land of the free
A melting pot of racism and stuck up supremacy
Gas, oil, and electricity
None comes easy, such a pity
California, the place with the pretty
Been there long enough… so sad, so filthy
The south, the east, and the middle
Seen it all, and the people seem so little
Dropped a bomb on Hiroshima
Only ones to use it
Now we bark orders and don’t dare refuse it
Nobody here are really friends
Stick to our cults that we all defend
So proud of our race, religion, and color
Nobody really cares about each other
It’s cool to be a gangster, thug, and criminal
Wish all that junk would come to a minimal
I don’t really know what other countries are like
Seem to all be crooked, twisted , and just alike
We’re all just people ignorant, dumb, and blind
I hope someday I find that place sublime
A Hundred Percent
When will I feel it?
When will my torch be lit?
Take my soul and unleash the power
The evil ones, you all shall cower
Ignite the glory that’s bestowed
And they will rise who lurk below
Soon it must be and all will know
A transition from flesh and into soul
Pieta
Had his last breath
The tears are flowing
Shameful is this day
No one is blessedly glowing
Remembering the words spoken
Write it all down
Never will people forget
How the world will be broken
Lost is the wisdom
The holy power they saw
None do compare
Now humanity turns raw
Waiting are the foolish
They think they deserve to be blessed
Sickening the way they live
Expecting nothing for the rest
The kingdom shall never come
Misinformed were we
Believing in heavenly gifts
I've seen no deserving fee
Son of god was he not
Lied to by a whisper
The god is just the devil
To him we hither
Billions of people saved by science
Nevertheless,
They worship his power to heal
And so they continue to kneel
Why would god forsake him
Asked it himself
What was this reason
I consider it treason
Make this world better yourselves
Waiting around for him to fix your woes
To solve your problems and fight your foes
You shouldn’t look to God for advice
It isn’t hard knowing right from wrong
Be good people for goodness sake
It’s our very own destinies all at stake
Such a pity, compassion from no one
As you all use his name in vein
Tragical humanity is who to blame
If I were this noble man
I’ve thought long about what I would do
I would live a humble and modest life
Magical nothingness for all to rue
Christianity is such insanity, vanity, catastrophe
Other religions plainly are fantasy
Religion itself is simply blasphemy
Do yourself a favor and be free
Of the ridicule, habitual, and relentlessly unlivable
Family Values
Shared every ounce of my life
Now I wonder was it worth the fight
So full of excitement and brilliance
Always left feeling your ignorance
All the times and efforts I put in
So worthless looking back , blowing in the wind
Judgement devours my mind
Taught well to do this, so unkind
Brothers and sisters always demeaning me
Even without the words I still know your fee
A fee I’ve been paying year after year
Always feeling short handed and I will fear
Fear wanting to even speak any word
Left depressed, hopeless, and desperately unheard
If I could rewind
I’d do it all differently this time
Wouldn’t waste a breath, word, and sentence
I’d just keep to myself stupendous
I know now why I grew sadder and sadder
It was always you,
And now without you,
I feel less tattered
Living In Hell
My life accumulated to nothing
Except for this tormented mind I bear
Everyday I persevere for what?
Headaches and my heart does flare
Tragic how it all unfolded
Just ridicule and emptiness now
Lived with the right intent eroded
I continue to wake
Nothings at stake
Holding tightly, all of my hate
My spirit and soul under a spell
I took a leap of faith and fell
I live, I breathe, and I dwell
Hell, this hell! I bid you farewell
My brain tangled with despair
Fighting everyday to stay aware
Keeping in mind all that’s fair
Swept up all the time as I stare
Always lacking needed sleep
Caught in a haze that’s so deep
Killing time I’ll still reap
Holy benefits are mine to keep
Heart is aching in so much pain
Living with lies is so insane
Desperate to hide my shame
Worthless is I, forever my bane
Tame! Tame the wild beast
It’s he who has me on his leash
He is our God to whom we reach
Sucking us dry a disgusting leech
I try again and again to be anew
Searching myself for answers to brew
Everyday my destiny’s emotional stew
Little by little listening better for a cue
Unleash my rage on all that is evil
Destroy the wicked and wretched people
You’ll be swept away like dust so feeble
Back to the unknown in your steeple
Cleanse the heartache here to remain
Never more will our lives be in vein
Win will I, this sickening twisted little game
All of you will know exactly who’s to blame
Will I stay or will I go home
All I want now is to be left alone
Leave my memory to be unknown
Or remember me forever made of stone
Betrayed The Last Time
Stabbed in the back
Don’t cut me any slack
Lied to me
Used me
Abused me
Tortured is my life to be
Demeaning my destiny, philosophy, and work
Dragged through the dirt and forever murk
Can’t trust anybody anymore
Worthless to even try to keep a score
My mother, my father.
Don’t even bother
Brothers and sister
Obligated judge and jury
Caught deep in this flurry
God, oh god
You never cared
Put me in this body so rare
Now I’m forsaken to live unfair
Lovers all alike
Sickened with blight
To fight or flight
Just tried to do what’s right
So many friends that I had
Not a single memory makes me glad
Wasted all my precious time
Now I have words with rhythms and rhyme
There’s no people I have in mind
When I think of something pure or kind
When I leave this world I know where I’ll go
Somewhere far away from every living soul
Written Word
"A life with no love or friendship. A life of just hard work and solitude is still a life worth living"
"A serious and mature mind is scarce in this world"
"Hatred is this world’s most popular hand me down"
"Our parents nor God give us life. As spirits. We find bodies to dwell in. Bugs, plants, creatures, or people. There’s no telling the sort of things that have manifested into life throughout this current existence."
"My mother and I once agreed while living in California, if the tragedy of the fault line would strike and the people would indeed fall into the sea. With a spiritual mind we shouldn’t even feel the slightest bit of sorrow. Because understanding that we always exist together no matter what happens, we’ll know those people who passed will always be thriving with life and energy in existence. Living on Earth as human beings isn’t this great luxury for the majority of us. It’s full of trials, disappointment, compromise, sacrifice, pain and heart ache. This isn’t the playground and freeness of beautiful life that it rightfully should be. Our bodies and this planet, our towns and our homes are prison cells. Feel happy for those who have passed. We can only hope they shall exist freely without suffering. Prisoners no more."
Short Stories
Frayed Ends
The year is unknown and humanity has all but died out from world war that lasted over a decade. Only one family survived and they are taken under the close care of alien beings. The aliens landed on the planet to colonize. A girl and her parents are all that's left of Earth's people. The aliens watched over humanity for most of their existence and kept records of movies, television, literature, and music. The girl grows up with all of that at her disposal. All the things humanity had to offer before its demise. She chooses to dress and have the mentality of a punk. She finds that the systems of government and capitalism is what went wrong with her people. She spends her time at a graveyard wondering about all the good and bad. It is her favorite place to sit and ponder about the traditions and behavior of the people of Earth. She is constantly philosophizing about their existence and absence.
Made Of Stone
Once upon a time,
Two statues were made of the strongest material benign.
One was a man
And the other, a woman
The makers built them next to one another,
but they were not to face.
Two hopeless spirits resided in them who wanted to be
close but needed the space
Lifetimes flew by, and the spirits need not to touch, look,
nor speak.
They just basked in the sun feeling their presence so steep
The universe would crumble in disaster a million times
over
The statues were never destroyed and floated far away.
The spirits became restless and gone astray
Eventually they left their statues to search.
For what seemed like an endless amount of time they
really began to hurt.
Finally they reincarnated as people in a confused world
called Earth,
where their destinies took form and started to lurk.
Fate brought them together but the result was disastrous.
The man started becoming something so blasphemous
She didn’t recognize him or knew what to do, but the man
knew right away how he felt without a clue.
The man wonders everyday about her now.
One word conjured in is mind
And that word is ‘how’
How was it possible for them to coexist
Their love to reunite will be his last dying wish