Poetry


Intertwined

With you
Every inching moment I spent
Lives like a retreat in my mind

With you
I found eternal pleasure complete

Yet sadly our thoughts feverish
Act in ways of deceit

As time stands still
Clenching it tightly
With each breath of life
Lives an air of eternity

As moments of memory
Haunt and tease
With each passing pace
Aches a cry to please

For a love there always was
For my love should never be

As spirit sinks low
Belittled to stone
Search myself and find
Lives a ghost no one knows

For a love that's lost
Scattered
Forlorn
Wandering aimless
Battered
Unborn

As beckoning begins stirring
This failure of mine
With icy stacks a stowing
Thrives this beast unkind


Tender Moments

All the precious times lost inside your gaze
I can picture them all so clearly in a haze

As I breathe in the magical glimpses
My soul lightens up ,
Remembering the images my eyes witness
I am flowing utterly for this instance

Peaceful are the feelings when you smile
Everlasting is my love as I take in the bliss
My existence is complete with our union
And living becomes an easier conclusion

Forevermore the motions of sun and moon
Continuing to fill our days to which we swoon


My Word For You Is 
Perfection

My love for you is eternal
My care for you is surreal

My passion for you is immense
My heart for you is throbbing intense

My feelings for you are unstoppable
My mind for you is concrete

My body for you is pleasure
My spirit for you is filling forever

My thirst for you is unquenchable
My happiness for you is incomparable

My lust for you is boiling hot
My infinity for you will never stop

American Dream
Americans love their money
Disgusting is our systems of lives so unlucky

Search yourself and ask where it all goes
Celebrities, Sports, Corporations, Monopolies
Sickening where the cash actually flows

Supposedly our country is the land of the free
A melting pot of racism and stuck up supremacy

Gas, oil, and electricity
None comes easy, such a pity

California, the place with the pretty
Been there long enough… so sad, so filthy

The south, the east, and the middle
Seen it all, and the people seem so little

Dropped a bomb on Hiroshima
Only ones to use it
Now we bark orders and don’t dare refuse it

Nobody here are really friends
Stick to our cults that we all defend

So proud of our race, religion, and color
Nobody really cares about each other

It’s cool to be a gangster, thug, and criminal
Wish all that junk would come to a minimal

I don’t really know what other countries are like
Seem to all be crooked, twisted , and just alike

We’re all just people ignorant, dumb, and blind
I hope someday I find that place sublime

A Hundred Percent

When will I feel it?
When will my torch be lit?

Take my soul and unleash the power
The evil ones, you all shall cower

Ignite the glory that’s bestowed
And they will rise who lurk below
Soon it must be and all will know
A transition from flesh and into soul

Pieta
Had his last breath
The tears are flowing
Shameful is this day
No one is blessedly glowing

Remembering the words spoken
Write it all down
Never will people forget
How the world will be broken

Lost is the wisdom
The holy power they saw
None do compare
Now humanity turns raw

Waiting are the foolish
They think they deserve to be blessed
Sickening the way they live
Expecting nothing for the rest

The kingdom shall never come
Misinformed were we
Believing in heavenly gifts
I've seen no deserving fee

Son of god was he not
Lied to by a whisper
The god is just the devil
To him we hither

Billions of people saved by science
Nevertheless,
They worship his power to heal
And so they continue to kneel

Why would god forsake him
Asked it himself
What was this reason
I consider it treason

Make this world better yourselves
Waiting around for him to fix your woes
To solve your problems and fight your foes

You shouldn’t look to God for advice
It isn’t hard knowing right from wrong
Be good people for goodness sake
It’s our very own destinies all at stake

Such a pity, compassion from no one
As you all use his name in vein
Tragical humanity is who to blame

If I were this noble man
I’ve thought long about what I would do
I would live a humble and modest life
Magical nothingness for all to rue

Christianity is such insanity, vanity, catastrophe
Other religions plainly are fantasy
Religion itself is simply blasphemy

Do yourself a favor and be free
Of the ridicule, habitual, and relentlessly unlivable 

Family Values

Shared every ounce of my life
Now I wonder was it worth the fight

So full of excitement and brilliance
Always left feeling your ignorance

All the times and efforts I put in
So worthless looking back , blowing in the wind

Judgement devours my mind
Taught well to do this, so unkind

Brothers and sisters always demeaning me
Even without the words I still know your fee

A fee I’ve been paying year after year
Always feeling short handed and I will fear

Fear wanting to even speak any word
Left depressed, hopeless, and desperately unheard

If I could rewind
I’d do it all differently this time

Wouldn’t waste a breath, word, and sentence
I’d just keep to myself stupendous

I know now why I grew sadder and sadder
It was always you,
And now without you,
I feel less tattered

Living In Hell

My life accumulated to nothing
Except for this tormented mind I bear
Everyday I persevere for what?
Headaches and my heart does flare

Tragic how it all unfolded
Just ridicule and emptiness now
Lived with the right intent eroded

I continue to wake
Nothings at stake
Holding tightly, all of my hate

My spirit and soul under a spell
I took a leap of faith and fell
I live, I breathe, and I dwell
Hell, this hell! I bid you farewell

My brain tangled with despair
Fighting everyday to stay aware
Keeping in mind all that’s fair
Swept up all the time as I stare

Always lacking needed sleep
Caught in a haze that’s so deep
Killing time I’ll still reap
Holy benefits are mine to keep

Heart is aching in so much pain
Living with lies is so insane
Desperate to hide my shame
Worthless is I, forever my bane

Tame! Tame the wild beast
It’s he who has me on his leash
He is our God to whom we reach
Sucking us dry a disgusting leech

I try again and again to be anew
Searching myself for answers to brew
Everyday my destiny’s emotional stew
Little by little listening better for a cue

Unleash my rage on all that is evil
Destroy the wicked and wretched people
You’ll be swept away like dust so feeble
Back to the unknown in your steeple

Cleanse the heartache here to remain
Never more will our lives be in vein
Win will I, this sickening twisted little game
All of you will know exactly who’s to blame

Will I stay or will I go home
All I want now is to be left alone
Leave my memory to be unknown
Or remember me forever made of stone

Betrayed The Last Time

Stabbed in the back
Don’t cut me any slack

Lied to me
Used me
Abused me
Tortured is my life to be

Demeaning my destiny, philosophy, and work
Dragged through the dirt and forever murk

Can’t trust anybody anymore
Worthless to even try to keep a score

My mother, my father.
Don’t even bother

Brothers and sister
Obligated judge and jury
Caught deep in this flurry

God, oh god
You never cared
Put me in this body so rare
Now I’m forsaken to live unfair

Lovers all alike
Sickened with blight
To fight or flight
Just tried to do what’s right

So many friends that I had
Not a single memory makes me glad

Wasted all my precious time
Now I have words with rhythms and rhyme

There’s no people I have in mind
When I think of something pure or kind

When I leave this world I know where I’ll go
Somewhere far away from every living soul


Written Word


"A life with no love or friendship. A life of just hard work and solitude is still a life worth living"

"A serious and mature mind is scarce in this world"

"Hatred is this world’s most popular hand me down"

"Our parents nor God give us life. As spirits. We find bodies to dwell in. Bugs, plants, creatures, or people. There’s no telling the sort of things that have manifested into life throughout this current existence."

"My mother and I once agreed while living in California, if the tragedy of the fault line would strike and the people would indeed fall into the sea. With a spiritual mind we shouldn’t even feel the slightest bit of sorrow. Because understanding that we always exist together no matter what happens, we’ll know those people who passed will always be thriving with life and energy in existence. Living on Earth as human beings isn’t this great luxury for the majority of us. It’s full of trials, disappointment, compromise, sacrifice, pain and heart ache. This isn’t the playground and freeness of beautiful life that it rightfully should be. Our bodies and this planet, our towns and our homes are prison cells. Feel happy for those who have passed. We can only hope they shall exist freely without suffering. Prisoners no more."

Short Stories


Frayed Ends
The year is unknown and humanity has all but died out from world war that lasted over a decade. Only one family survived and they are taken under the close care of alien beings. The aliens landed on the planet to colonize. A girl and her parents are all that's left of Earth's people. The aliens watched over humanity for most of their existence and kept records of movies, television, literature, and music. The girl grows up with all of that at her disposal. All the things humanity had to offer before its demise. She chooses to dress and have the mentality of a punk. She finds that the systems of government and capitalism is what went wrong with her people. She spends her time at a graveyard wondering about all the good and bad. It is her favorite place to sit and ponder about the traditions and behavior of the people of Earth. She is constantly philosophizing about their existence and absence.



Made Of Stone
Once upon a time,
Two statues were made of the strongest material benign.

One was a man
And the other, a woman

The makers built them next to one another,
 but they were not to face.

Two hopeless spirits resided in them who wanted to be 
close but needed the space

Lifetimes flew by, and the spirits need not to touch, look, 
nor speak.
 They just basked in the sun feeling their presence so steep

The universe would crumble in disaster a million times 
over

The statues were never destroyed and floated far away. 
The spirits became restless and gone astray

Eventually they left their statues to search. 
For what seemed like an endless amount of time they 
really began to hurt.

Finally they reincarnated as people in a confused world 
called Earth,
 where their destinies took form and started to lurk.

Fate brought them together but the result was disastrous. 
The man started becoming something so blasphemous

She didn’t recognize him or knew what to do, but the man 
knew right away how he felt without a clue.

The man wonders everyday about her now.
One word conjured in is mind
And that word is ‘how’

How was it possible for them to coexist
Their love to reunite will be his last dying wish
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